To have a body. To make a fuss. To stow away a flame. To secrete a secret agent of fortune. To muse about abstention. To abstain from rumination. To give not a fuck. To care too much. To wait for news from forever. To fever dream. To harbor terror. To tarry teleological. To apprehend agnostic. To wander about what's lacking. To wonder about wanting obsession. To stent confession. To stick in the craw. To lose or draw. To rest emergent. To shore up slowly rowing. To prep a place for the coming and not going.